It’s like Adele’s chasing pavements, only I’m not talking about love or relationship

I think I have already written about my plan of going back to school, and how much I want to do so. Unfortunately, I have to delay it again. I need to look for another job, or make that apply to another company, before enrolling. I’ve been on my current job for more than eight months now. I love the company. I love its policies. But I hate what I do. I’ve been doing this kind of work for more than three years. I have always hated it. This time though it’s more than just hate. I don’t have a name for it, or I can’t name it yet – the feeling. It’s my first time to be a Customer Service Representative. I have always been on the technical side of customer service before. When I applied to this company, where I’m working now, I specifically said that I would like to be assigned to a technical program they have. Something happened though, and I don’t want to go in to the details because the more I think about it, the more I get pissed off. It was the recruiter’s fault. That bitch. Let’s leave it at that. My friends, who are with the account I originally applied for, would also call her, the recruiter, that. Which is, if I may add, just apt. My friends and I hate her to pieces. Now, I can’t go back to school and stay. It’s a suicide mission. I have to wait for the second semester though just to enroll if I decide to leave the company now. I just don’t know what to do. I’m so confused. And I worry a lot because based on experience, I am such a bad decision maker.