the greatest masquerade

I am a pretender. I am very good in pretending. I’m exceptional at it. I smile a lot. I make people laugh, especially at work. I’m one of their clowns there. Not that they’re making fun of me, I just make them laugh. Even when I’m down. Even when all I want to do is go home and cry. Until now I still can’t figure out why I am this way. Maybe this is the reason why I want my friends to share their problems with me. I can’t bear that thought of them going through the same shit I’m going. It’s killing.

5 Responses to “the greatest masquerade”

  1. Maybe you could try sharing what you’re going through with friends. I am sure, just like you, they can’t bear the thought of you going through the same shit as them. Good luck!

  2. sabi nga nila, ung mga mahilig daw magpatawa eh madalas malungkot.. hmmm, i-blog mo lang yang nararamdaman mo. :) o kaya oo nga, try talking to your friends.. i know they would understand you.. ^_^

  3. hehehe salamat sa payo. i don’t know why pero masaya ako na nag comment ka.

  4. as someone said, life is a continuum of pain. some may be lucky right now, but we people going through the same shit will get back at them one way or the other.

  5. sorry

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